zherlthsh; expired tales

Tue, 30 Dec 2008 19:45:27 GMT

Hey there. I'm shutting this down. Shun away bad luck. And drastic ppl :)

Gd friends, u'll haf my link soon! If not, u noe u're not wanted there.

GOODBYE!

Mon, 29 Dec 2008 15:17:19 GMT

I guess life hasn't been too kind for me recently?

I lost somthing, found it, unable to claim it.

I studied, i memorised, but it seems that i can never be better than them.

I failed.

One subject.

First time of my poly life, i've failed a subject.

Looks like yining, u've alot of talking to do to yourself.

Sat, 27 Dec 2008 13:26:22 GMT

Give me the green light
Give me just one night
I'm ready to go right now
I'm ready to go right now

:)

Green Light - John Legend feat Andre 3000

Thu, 25 Dec 2008 07:55:07 GMT

dna i sseug ev'i ydaerla tsol uoy

Mon, 22 Dec 2008 16:12:25 GMT

I… can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave the love behind

I ain't tripping
I'm just missing you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

You've kept me hanging from a string
While you make me cry
I've tried to give you everything
But you just give me lies

I ain't tripping
I'm just missing you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

Every now and then when I'm all alone
I'd be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
I'm still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you

zzz. So i'm finally flying tmr. thanks jingyi for all the 'girly-girly' as i paint my nails -.- haha.

Cheers. Xmas is coming. I've freaking helluva long list of last minute to-buys.

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 16:22:16 GMT

I guess i'm missing you again. And the hand-in-hand shopping at marina square. And the carl's jr. feasting. And the falling-asleep-in-the-movie-theatre. I could just go on and on...

Did some moodless supermart shopping today. And i guess whenever i shop moodlessly, the bill ends up to be a whole number.

Dats Yining for you :)

Havent been feeling too gd these past few days. Kinda shagged, buzzing around the house, walking to somewhere and stopping halfway. Ask spiach how much i tu-ed to meet her just now and u'll noe.

Oh in case u dont know, i lost my phone. HOOOORAYS! -_-"

We're juz not meant to be i guess, the minute i lay my fingers on the phone, i sense amiss. Like, how come i dun realli fancy the functions and the touch of the phone? LOL.

Switch me back to Yining, I'll treat u coffee. Serious.

Mon, 15 Dec 2008 10:56:17 GMT

How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides?
But you won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.

Yeah.Yeah.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well.
I think I know.
I think I know.

There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.
I want it to be true.

Decode by Paramore

Can i hope that this aint true?

Mon, 15 Dec 2008 08:25:29 GMT

2 nights clubbing.

Phuture/zouk out.

drywhisky/limevodka/raspberryvodka/flaminglamborghini/graveyard/cokevodka

trance/mambo/rnb/hiphop

and my body clock is not working right now.

WHERE MY PARTY PEOPLE AT?

LOL :)

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 15:51:04 GMT

Last paper. All the way yining.

"Cause you say you love me
And then you do it again, you do it again
You say your sorry's
And then you do it again, you do it again"

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 18:24:49 GMT

Firstly, a big thank you to all the well-wishers! :)

THANK YOU!!!!

:D

well i guess 10th december is just any other ordinary day for me, only that ppl shake ur hands n go 'happy birthday'. Thanks for all the lovely friendster comments, facebook scribbling on the walls, handshakes and verbal greetings. I smile at them and thank each and everyone of u.

And then here it is, to my clique.

Had dinner at blk 85, and they surprised me with this cake with a toy aeroplane on top of it. Damn farnie i swear, i was laughing all the way man. And my bdae present. Thanks to whoever that wrapped the thick layers of newspaper. Its damn obvious that its a saturday straits times. haha.

I shall reveal...

ignore those pimples. My brand new phiten white neckband! :) Apparently i've been thinking of getting one already. But these bunch of sweeties got it for me. Thanks lovelies. Lol i sound so gay. haha!

ah wells, thank u mummy for the ang pow and mee sua.

10th december. thank you yining, for the experiences and hardships u've taken in. And now u shall reward urself by changing the 7 to an 8. No more little girl! :D

Ok, now i gotta worry bout my GHOMGT.

Tue, 09 Dec 2008 18:00:51 GMT

Plug in your MP3 player or open your WM Player/iTunes, write down the first line of the first twenty songs. Post the poem that results. The first line of the twenty-first song is the title.

I wont talk, I wont breathe

So tight, so fly
Waiting for your call
I wanted to be like you, I wanted everything
I know that you've been waiting for it, I'm waiting too
Sunday morning rain is falling
Honey why you're calling me so late?
Sometimes i imagine the world without you
So many people telling me one way
What day is it? And in what month?
Every single time I see you I start to feel this way
Never really said too much
Wasn't it you who spoke the words?
I don't know about you
Another summer day
She's starin' at me
There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea
A thousand times I've seen you standing
She's blood, flesh, and bone
Don't cry to me if you love me
Nobody knows Just why we're here

Tue, 09 Dec 2008 16:12:01 GMT

So i was happily showering. And when i step outta the bathroom door i went like,

zomg, i'm 18.

:)

Mon, 08 Dec 2008 04:10:39 GMT

Last day where i can haf the whole room all by myself.
Thank u room! :) u served me well for the past 1 week!

Term test coming up. Turning 18 soon, and somehow the oomph feeling is not there. & i'm still missing you.

Screw u, december.

Sat, 06 Dec 2008 15:28:31 GMT

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
That this all can pass by
Didn't I didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
But I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'd never find another
Just realized what I've just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other but.

It's not that the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you 'd meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

Realize by Colby Caillat

Thank all my friends that are here for me and pulled me through. Biting the bullet, fighting for what i want now. All I can do is wait :)

Sat, 06 Dec 2008 08:42:25 GMT

Firstly, I've tried means to forget. Cut everything off the cyberworld. But guess what, the only link that i can never snip away, is in the heart.

So I've tried being mean, nasty gruelling words. So i end up bleeding instead.

I'm not done trying to forget you yet.

I called my friend up, chatted for a gd hour or so. And when i hang up the phone, i sat in the living room stoning, with u filling every corner of my mind.

I tried ignoring my phone, trying not to reply those heartbreaking messages. But i end up peeking over to my phone every few minutes or so.

I tried doing my assignment on my lappie, and end up browsing friendster, facebook, anything that has got to do with you.

Tell me, are u permanent in my mind, etched in my heart already?

Fri, 05 Dec 2008 16:58:46 GMT

"Girl use your mind, don't be just another dime"

Yes, I am unpredictable :)

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 17:44:53 GMT

Telling me to go,
But hands beg me to stay.
Your lips say that you love,
Your eyes say that you hate.

There's truth in your lies,
Doubt in your faith.
What you build you lay to waste.
There's truth in your lies,
Doubt in your faith.
All I've got's what you didn't take.

So I, I won't be the one,
Be the one to leave this,
In pieces.
And you, you will be alone,
Alone with all your secrets,
And regrets.
Don't lie.

You promised me the sky,
Then tossed me like a stone.
You wrap me in your arms,
And chill me to the bone.

There's truth in your lies,
Doubt in your faith.
All I've got's what you didn't take.

So I, I won't be the one,
Be the one to leave this,
In pieces.
And you, you will be alone,
Alone with all your secrets,
And regrets.
Don't lie.

So I, I won't be the one,
Be the one to leave this,
In pieces.
And you, you will be alone,
Alone with all your secrets,
And regrets.
Don't lie.

In Pieces by Linkin Park

Sun, 30 Nov 2008 18:11:05 GMT

It hurts. Loads.

A message from Zherlthsh

Sun, 30 Nov 2008 07:05:01 GMT

Mortals, earthlings,

Can you handle truth? Can you meddle with the trust?

No matter how much you choose to trust, or how strong you are to accept all the truths,

You'll trust what you see the most.

Therefore, never make friends. Trust only yourself, your eyes, and leave no room for explanation.

That's the only way to survive in this brutal world. Either you protect yourself, or let others bring you down.

Goodbye.

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 17:24:00 GMT

One afternoon laterally spent doing nthg at parkway coffeebean. With my internet down, I couldnt possibly finish my assignment. Damn. Gd thing the spiach and lawtekai are there, scaring me with hotel626 and laughing over stomp articles. haahs.

I just cant stop playing that song. Just what I needed for the night.

I sense another wave coming in. Hold on Yining, u can do it. Bite the bullet, even if it bleeds.

Please reassure me and tell me its nthg.

"But a child could recognise, your love inside"

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 18:06:19 GMT

Hours
You came and gave to me
A heart and helped me breathe
Like the ocean and its tide
you gave me life
And beneath your weary eyes
though hardness tries to hide
But a child could recognize your love inside

Maybe its going
away...Your heart, your
heart...Maybe its going away

The first strum on that electric guitar melted my mood and i slumbered and sank with the emo voice of the lead singer. I laterally paused everything i'm doing and stoned for a gd few seconds.

The next stage of the song sent me into the running sensation. Imagine yourself running, with the wind cutting ur face, screaming into your ears. You're not stopping, you are going nowhere. You kept running to the unknown. As the song builds the climax, you move faster and harder. You're the train, you're the behemoth on engine.

Pretty awesome song by The Fire Fights. Its a local band that does the indie genre.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=150601444

Support local bands! :)

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 10:21:45 GMT

its time.
for a revolution.

Next wednesday.
shall be the day
that i lay my hands on u, babe.

u're so gonna be mine,
all mine.
AND ZOMGWTF THAT 8GB BUILD-IN MEMORY
-.-

be jealous everybardy.
teehees :)

Thu, 27 Nov 2008 01:09:50 GMT

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

HEYYYY!

i'm in sch naw! :) slept at 3.30 last night n i almost couldnt wake up just now.

shall go catch some sleep for now. BUH-BYE!

Wed, 26 Nov 2008 17:16:33 GMT

I seriously couldnt care anymore.

in fact, how many posts haf i mentioned dat i dun care?

I had enough of killing myself with those thoughts.

After all, its ur own lifestyle u're living, i've no say to that.

I just crashed my own night.

Outta here, i need some air.

Mon, 24 Nov 2008 16:24:15 GMT

Haha! got this off jiayun's blog and i found it realli interesting.

According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don’t know about you. And then tag 5 people.

1. I dun like vegetables
2. I dun haf adult teeth
3. I find it difficult to pronounce words starting with the vowels
4. I like fruit-flavoured vodka.
5. I hate horror films. Pester me to watch with u and i'll get very angry.
6. I'm afraid to be alone in the dark.
7. I am actually quite man.
8. I am actually quite feminine
9. I dun like the sound of the bedsheet being scratched
10. I've a larger head as compared to any other babies when i was born
11. My hair has never been grown beyond my shoulder.
12. I exceed my phone bill all the time
13. I like sitting on the table in my kitchen
14. I especially dislike it when others touch my belongings without my permission
15. I am actually quite introvert
16. Working at starbucks is my all-time dream.
17. I've this special liking for the lustrous foam when i steam the milk.
18. I dont like my wavy hair.

Tagging: everyone else! :)